late again
anyway my new year's eve sucked. i had 2 new years the one here on DA
and YM and the one here in canada. the one in DA was celebrated in ~TalkPinoy wich was fun oh so fun. and i was the first to be kicked out of TP in the year 2007 and the first DA couple in 2007 XDDDDD and i talked to people on YM mainly Dante and Ycaro who were old buddies of mine . i miss the smell of fireworks in teh new year night even thought it makes me cough... i wanna go back home and meet all the TP People specially my DA family my DA sweetie <<my DA children [ don't ask meh hu teh last 2 people r even i don't know ] but not in a sad depressing way but in a excited way[labo noh]
my new year day was spent sleeping eating drawing and watching Rocky Balboa
my new years' resolution is....i don't believe in new years resolutions cus i end up breaking it anyway i just hope this year is better than the last one
"its not hard you can hit back but how hard you can keep getting hit and moving forward" -Rocky Balboa
Listening to: what the world needs now is love..sweet love
Watching: SNL: celebrity jeopardy
Playing: metroid prime hunters
Eating: left overs
Drinking: saliva
this is the story of my Christmas...
it is the day of the 24th the day before christmas i woke up around 7am
my mom told me that i was the one incharge of cooking all the dishes
for that day. the day after christmas was my aunt's 25 anniversary and
we had to make a slideshow thing that my 2 cousins were in charge
of.[this added information will be usefull later on in the story]
i started to cook at around 12. the food on the menu was leche
flan,holiday ham,mashed potatoes,pasta[i dunno what i cooked but it was
good XD]. the whole day was spent cooking. by the time i was done it
was already 9 in the evening. so we waited for mass and :blah:
FAST FORWARD>>
its now dec 25 the day of christmas. the day of gifts. this year i was
actually excited about gifts because last year i got an uber cool
jacket and 3 sin city books but no gift was given. i received the most versatile gift of all...money...yes.........money $350 worth so this year was pretty good...so my two cousins worked from afternoon to 2 in the morning.[again useful info]
FAST FORWARD>>
its now dec 26 the day of the anniversary. i woke up early and started
to go to DA and chat....then my mom said that the tribute video thing
was done but it can't be shown on tv only on the laptop[which is
obviously not that big] everybody was freaking out
they've been "working" on that thing for 2 days[see i told you that
would be useful] and they havn't even thought about how they're gonna
show it on tv so i had to figure out why
they weren't even talking to the people who started the project they
probably wanted to surprise us oh we were surprised alright so i had to fix it
<<REWIND
this is how my christmas would be like if i was still in teh
philippines...most of the day would be spent playing games and or
watching tv and not cooking[ i didn't cook before because there were
many things to do like going to malls with my friends and such] then
the 25th will be spent in antipolo with my cousins who i grew up with
and get some moneh from my titas,titos,ninongs and ninangs if they're
not hiding that time
haii~
Watching: A Fervor for mathematics( a video my friends made)
Playing: pen
Eating: plain rice
Drinking: water
i've
been trying to avoid thinking about a lot of things like my friends, my
future and what could have been.... then i had teh sudden urge to look
at photos...photos in the philippines...pictures of my friends photos
that made me think about what could have been if i didn't move here to
canada...
see thinking is evil...i spoke to myself one again...this was how the conversation inside my head
Robby: ano b nmn kc ginagawa ku d2 s canada eh!(" title="WTF?" height="16" width="16"> am i doing in canada)
ultra: eh para mgkaron k ng mgndang kinabukasan(so that you'll have a good future)
Robby:aanhin mo p ung mgndang kinabukasan kung di ka nmn masaya(whats the use of a good future if your not happy)
ultra: kilangan talaga magsakripisyo(you really have to sacrifice)
Robby:tas babalik ako s pilipinas pag masyado n kong matanda pra mag
enjoy[ i think 30 is toooooooooooo old] (i'll come back to the
philippines when i'm too old to enjoy life)
ultra: ........honga noh pero kilangan tlga eh(you reall needed to[migrate])
Robby: hay nako ewan ko sayu bahala na ang tadhana(i don't know about you...let fate decide)
ultra: kaya ayokong tumatanda eh(thats why i don't like growing up)
Robbyo nga nagiging complikado lalo ung buhay bwiset!(life gets so complicated)
thinking made me....err.....allow me to explain in emoticons
first i was
the i was
then suddenly
then
i miss them sooooooooooooo much. i really need to go back there i haven't felt home sick in a while...
i wanna format meh hard drive and start from scratch...i've backed up everything in DVDs. i got soooo excited then when i was ready to format it i realized i needed the windows XP CD which i did not have after that i got sad and started looking for junk food(i was like one of those girls n nabasted tas nghahanap ng comfort food) then i found out that my cousin ate all the popcorn....i looked in alllllllllll the cabinets but i didn't find any the closest thing i found was....err....yogert so i ate 2 cups of it both straberry flavored, then i ate peanut butter and jelly(the jelly was still strawberry) but i wasn't full yet...i haven't been really full for a long time.....i wanna eat...and eat...and eat some more and not get fat
i hate change...i never wanted to change...i want to stil be the person who came to canada about almost 2 yrs now...but everything has to evolve or else ot perishes....while trying so hard to NOT change could i have changed in the process? possibly...i think i'm still that same person....i think...i need to go back....tama n nga tong pag iingles ko! panay ingles n nga s skul pato p b nmn d2!paguwi ko nga pla ng pilipinas wag nyu kong kulitin n magingles lagi ah
Zeal
anyway my new year's eve sucked. i had 2 new years the one here on DA
and YM and the one here in canada. the one in DA was celebrated in ~
oh so fun. and i was the first to be kicked out of TP in the year 2007 and the first DA couple in 2007 
XDDDDD and i talked to people on YM mainly Dante and Ycaro who were old buddies of mine 
i wanna go back home and meet all the TP People specially my DA family 
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Hungry
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i started to cook at around 12. the food on the menu was leche
flan,holiday ham,mashed potatoes,pasta[i dunno what i cooked but it was
good XD]. the whole day was spent cooking. by the time i was done it
was already 9 in the evening. so we waited for mass and :blah:
$350 worth so this year was pretty good...so my two cousins worked from afternoon to 2 in the morning.[again useful info]
Sadness
" title="WTF?" height="16" width="16"> am i doing in canada)
o nga nagiging complikado lalo ung buhay bwiset!(life gets so complicated)
i haven't felt home sick in a while...
after that i got sad and started looking for junk food(i was like one of those girls n nabasted tas nghahanap ng comfort food)
then i found out that my cousin ate all the popcorn....i looked in alllllllllll the cabinets but i didn't find any
